Apologies in advance for sharing tmi as usual, but hey if nobody talks about these things then how are others going through the same going to know what’s “normal” or not… I’m daring to believe that this last miscarriage is now actually over, nearly 5 weeks after it started. Proper bleeding lasted about a week and since then it’s been brown blood… Read More
Archives for March 2012
Spotty teenager or old granny?!
My hormones are well and truly all over the place since the last miscarriage. I have no idea what is going on with my cycle, I’ve had various niggles that I’d normally put down to OV but that doesn’t seem to be the case now, and over the past couple of weeks my face, and even neck and chest, has gotten… Read More
Holiday planning
Mr R and I have been looking at holidays for the past week or so, well when I say Mr R and I, I actually mean me. I’ll do all the leg work, whittle it down to a selection of 3 or 4 then present him with said selection and see which one he choses. I’ll have already picked my… Read More
Mothering Sunday
Today is Mother’s Day in the UK, normally the day doesn’t bother me but this should be my first Mother’s Day, a day I have been looking forward to celebrating for years, but sadly our baby left too soon for me to be one of the Mummy’s celebrating today with cards and flowers. As the months passed, I then was… Read More
I feel numb
I don’t know how else to describe how I feel, just numb. There have been several BFP announcements over the past few days, and although I’m genuinely happy for the people concerned, I have no other feelings about it. In the past if someone said they were pregnant, I’d congratulate them then run home and cry my eyes out that… Read More
The Husband’s birthday
Ok, I’m a day late in writing this but Happy Birthday to my wonderful husband for yesterday! xxx He spent most of the day helping a friend move house, then in the evening we were to go for a meal with another couple but unfortunately the wife was ill so they had to cancel, and by the time Mr R… Read More
Scans
Wednesday evening I returned home from work to a thick envelope with a franking mark from the hospital, yep, my appointment letter and paperwork for the booking-in appointment with the Midwife and 12 week scan details. A week after my first miscarriage I got the same letter, now nearly 2 weeks after this one I receive the appointment. I can’t… Read More
Why???
Why are we going through this heartache again? Why us? Why, why, why??? As I hadn’t heard anything from our hospital with details of my booking-in appointment or 12 week scan, because of our previous history, and because I had a bloody “show” albeit old blood, I booked a private scan for Saturday, 25th February to check how things were progressing. … Read More