I’ve been putting off writing this post, I’m not sure why… We survived the first round of Clomid, and we had a lovely Christmas even though it included the agonising 2WW, and a trip to the hospital for day 21 bloods to be taken. New Year’s Eve (12dpo), I tested. Now being a poas addict it wasn’t the first of this cycle but it was certainly the first positive! Ok, so it was very faint but hubby saw the + straightaway so it was definitely not my imagination. Another faint positive and another, followed by 1-2 weeks on a CB digi… Trying desperately to remain calm and not get my hopes up that this could be it. Lots of messages shared with some ladies “in the know”, and lots of crossed fingers. Then the cramps started and my boobs stopped hurting, a sure thing the old witch is on her way… A negative test… Lots of positive thoughts, symptoms count for nothing, it could have been a false negative, everything’s going to work out this time. It didn’t.