I don’t know how else to describe how I feel, just numb. There have been several BFP announcements over the past few days, and although I’m genuinely happy for the people concerned, I have no other feelings about it. In the past if someone said they were pregnant, I’d congratulate them then run home and cry my eyes out that it wasn’t me. But nothing, no tears, no anger, no wishing it was me, no feelings whatsoever.
Is that natural? Am I shutting the door to how I really feel, only to have my feelings erupt at a later time? Or am I just so used to my own disappointment and shed so many tears in the past that I no longer feel anything?