Today is Mother’s Day in the UK, normally the day doesn’t bother me but this should be my first Mother’s Day, a day I have been looking forward to celebrating for years, but sadly our baby left too soon for me to be one of the Mummy’s celebrating today with cards and flowers. As the months passed, I then was given the opportunity to look forward to today as a Mummy to be, but those opportunities too were taken away too soon. Of course I’ve had a lovely day celebrating with my Mum but now I’m home it’s hit me what should have been, especially having just logged on to Facebook to see pictures of a friend’s baby boy who she gave birth to this morning.
Four chances to become a Mum this year but each taken away, I can only dream, hope and pray that next year I will have my own little reason to celebrate this day. As a wise lady just told me, “look to the sky tonight, I see pretty little stars”, for those pretty little stars are my angel babies smiling down at me (and their daddy of course).
My thoughts today are with all the mummies of angels, and with each and every lady fighting to become a mummy xxx
There were alot of stars out last nite all looking down on their mummies.
I feel every ounce of your pain in your blog.
Wish i could help or know something useful to say.xxx
lorna
Thank you Lorna, just knowing you ladies are there for support is enough xx